我真无法相信你说你的年龄

2010-5-31 14:32| 发布者: 伽奇·胡| 查看: 56| 评论: 0

“Ican‘tbelieveyoutellpeopleyourage，”myfriendcommented.

Hey，Idon‘tmind.Really.Infact，Ilovemyage，becauseeverysinglebirthdaymeansmorethanjustpresentsandchocolatecake.

ThedayIheardtheword“cancer”spokenbymytor，mylifeturnedupsidedown.

“IhaveatestonMonday，”Isaidfoolishly，thinkingthatthetorwouldpostponesurgerysoIcouldace1myhumanitiestest.WhatIdidn‘trealizeisthatIwaspreparingforthebiggesttestofmylife.

WithinhoursIdiscoveredthatIdidhavecancer.Ithadspreadtomylymphnodes2.Ilearnedat32yearsofagetofacemortality3.Everytimethetorsenteredmyroom，theywalkedinwithbadnewsandonemorespecialist.Onewhitecoatmeantcancer.Twowhitecoatsmeantchemo4.Threemeantradiation.Fourmeantdetectionofanotherpossibletumor5.

Atonepointfivetorsstoodaroundmybed.Itseemedfittingbecausethestatisticsdroppedtoa10%chanceofsurvivingfiveyears.OnetorforeachyearImightlive.

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